The Seventh Science Fiction Megapack Page 9

  Donovan looked sourly up at him.

  “Why are you feeding me that?” he asked. “I’ve heard it before.”

  “We’re going to survey a dangerous region, and you’re our guide. The captain and I think there’s more than a new radiation in the Black Nebula. I’d like to think we could trust you.”

  “Think so if you wish.”

  “We could use a hypnoprobe on you, you know. We’d squeeze your skull dry of everything it contained. But we’d rather spare you that indignity.”

  “And you might need me when you get there, and I’d still be only half conscious. Quit playing the great altruist, Takahashi.”

  The exec shook his head. “There’s something wrong inside you, Donovan,” he murmured. “You aren’t the man who licked us at Luga.”

  “Luga!” Donovan’s eyes flashed. “Were you there?”

  “Sure. Destroyer North Africa, just come back from the Zarune front—Cigarette?”

  They fell to yarning and passed a pleasant hour. Donovan could not suppress a vague regret when Takahashi left. They aren’t such bad fellows, those Impies, They were brave and honorable enemies, and they’ve been lenient conquerors as such things go. But when we hit the Black Nebula—

  He shuddered. “Wocha, get that whiskey out of my trunk.”

  “You not going to get drunk again, boss?” The Donarrian’s voice rumbled disappointment.

  “I am. And I’m going to try to stay drunk the whole damn voyage. You just don’t know what we’re heading for, Wocha.”

  Stranger, go back.

  Spaceman, go home. Turn back, adventurer.

  It is death. Return, human.

  The darkness whispered. Voices ran down the length of the ship, blending with the unending murmur of the drive, urging, commanding, whispering so low that it seemed to be within men’s skulls.

  Basil Donovan lay in darkness. His mouth tasted foul, and there was a throb in his temples and a wretchedness in his throat. He lay and listened to the voice which had wakened him.

  Go home, wanderer. You will die, your ship will plunge through the hollow dark till the stars grow cold. Turn home, human.

  “Boss. I hear them, boss. I’m scared.”

  “How long have we been under weigh? When did we leave Ansa?”

  “A week ago, boss, maybe more. You been drunk. Wake up, boss, turn on the light. They’re whispering in the dark, and I’m scared.”

  “We must be getting close.”

  Return. Go home. First comes madness and then comes death and then comes the spinning outward forever. Turn back, spaceman.

  Bodiless whisper out of the thick thrumming dark, sourceless all-pervading susurration, and it mocked, there was the cruel cynical scorn of the outer vastness running up and down the laughing voice. It murmured, it jeered, it ran along nerves with little icy feet and flowed through the brain, it called and gibed and hungered. It warned them to go back, and it knew they wouldn’t and railed its mockery at them for it. Demon whisper, there in the huge cold loneliness, sneering and grinning and waiting.

  Donovan sat up and groped for the light switch. “We’re close enough,” he said tonelessly. “We’re in their range now.”

  Footsteps racketed in the corridor outside. A sharp rap on his door. “Come in. Come in and enjoy yourself.”

  3

  Donovan hadn’t found the switch before the door was open and light spilled in from the hallway fluorotubes. Cold white light, a shaft of it picking out Wocha’s monstrous form and throwing grotesque shadows on the walls. Commander Jansky was there, in full uniform, and Ensign Jeanne Scoresby, her aide. The younger girl’s face was white, her eyes enormous, but Jansky wore grimness like an armor.

  “All right, Donovan,” she said. “You’ve had your binge, and now the trouble is starting. You didn’t say they were voices.”

  “They could be anything,” he answered, climbing out of the bunk and steadying himself with one hand. His head swam a little. The corners of the room were thick with shadow.

  Back, spaceman. Turn home, human.

  “Delusions?” The man laughed unpleasantly. His face was pale and gaunt, unshaven in the bleak radiance. “When you start going crazy, I imagine you always hear voices.”

  There was contempt in the gray eyes that raked him. “Donovan, I put a technician to work on it when the noises began a few hours ago. He recorded them. They’re very faint, and they seem to originate just outside the ear of anyone who hears them, but they’re real enough. Radiations don’t speak in human Anglic with an accent such as I never heard before. Not unless they’re carrier waves for a message. Donovan, who or what is inside the Black Nebula?”

  The Ansan’s laugh jarred out again. “Who or what is inside this ship?” he challenged. “Our great human science has no way of making the air vibrate by itself. Maybe there are ghosts, standing invisible just beside us and whispering in our ears.”

  “We could detect nothing, no radiations, no energy-fields, nothing but the sounds themselves. I refuse to believe that matter can be set in motion without some kind of physical force being applied.” Jansky clapped a hand to her sidearm. “You know what is waiting for us. You know how they do it.”

  “Go ahead. Hypnoprobe me. Lay me out helpless for a week. Or shoot me if you like. You’ll be just as dead whatever you do.”

  Her tones were cold and sharp. “Get on your clothes and come up to the bridge.”

  He shrugged, picked up his uniform, and began to shuck his pajamas. The women looked away.

  Human, go back. You will go mad and die.

  Valduma, he thought, with a wrenching deep inside him. Valduma, I’ve returned.

  He stepped over to the mirror. The Ansan uniform was a gesture of defiance, and it occurred to him that he should shave if he wore it in front of these Terrans. He ran the electric razor over cheeks and chin, pulled his tunic straight, and turned back. “All right.”

  They went out into the hallway. A spaceman went by on some errand. His eyes were strained wide, staring at blankness, and his lips moved. The voices were speaking to him.

  “It’s demoralizing the crew,” said Jansky. “It has to stop.”

  “Go ahead and stop it,” jeered Donovan. “Aren’t you the representative of the almighty Empire of Sol? Command them in the name of His Majesty to stop.”

  “The crew, I mean,” she said impatiently. “They’ve got no business being frightened by a local phenomenon.”

  “Any human would be,” answered Donovan. “You are, though you won’t admit it. I am. We can’t help ourselves. It’s instinct.”

  “Instinct?” Her clear eyes were a little surprised.

  “Sure.” Donovan halted before a viewscreen. Space blazed and roiled against the reaching darkness. “Just look out there. It’s the primeval night, it’s the blind unknown where unimaginable inhuman Powers are abroad. We’re still the old half-ape, crouched over his fire and trembling while the night roars around us. Our lighted, heated, metal-armored ship is still the lonely cave-fire, the hearth with steel and stone laid at the door to keep out the gods. When the Wild Hunt breaks through and shouts at us, we must be frightened, it’s the primitive fear of the dark. It’s part of us.”

  She swept on, her cloak a scarlet wing flapping behind her. They took the elevator to the bridge.

  Donovan had not watched the Black Nebula grow over the days, swell to a monstrous thing that blotted out half the sky, lightlessness fringed with the cold glory of the stars. Now that the ship was entering its tenuous outer fringes, the heavens on either side were blurring and dimming, and the blackness yawned before. Even the densest nebula is a hard vacuum; but tons upon incredible tons of cosmic dust and gas, reaching planetary and interstellar distances on every hand, will blot out the sky. It was like rushing into an endless, bottomless hole, the ship was falling and falling into the pit of Hell.

  “I noticed you never looked bow-wards on the trip,” said Jansky. There was steel in her voice. “Why did you lock
yourself in your cabin and drink like a sponge?”

  “I was bored,” he replied sullenly.

  “You were afraid!” she snapped contemptuously. “You didn’t dare watch the Nebula growing. Something happened the last time you were here which sucked the guts out of you.”

  “Didn’t your Intelligence talk to the men who were with me?”

  “Yes, of course. None of them would say more than you’ve said. They all wanted us to come here, but blind and unprepared. Well, Mister Donovan, we’re going in!”

  The floorplates shook under Wocha’s tread. “You not talk to boss that way,” he rumbled.

  “Let be, Wocha,” said Donovan. “It doesn’t matter how she talks.”

  He looked ahead, and the old yearning came alive in him, the fear and the memory, but he had not thought that it would shiver with such a strange gladness.

  And—who knew? A bargain—

  Valduma, come back to me!

  Jansky’s gaze on him narrowed, but her voice was suddenly low and puzzled. “You’re smiling,” she whispered.

  He turned from the viewscreen and his laugh was ragged. “Maybe I’m looking forward to this visit, Helena.”

  “My name,” she said stiffly, “is Commander Jansky.”

  “Out there, maybe. But in here there is no rank, no Empire, no mission. We’re all humans, frightened little humans huddling together against the dark.” Donovan’s smile softened. “You know, Helena, you have very beautiful eyes.”

  The slow flush crept up her high smooth cheeks. “I want a full report of what happened to you last time,” she said. “Now. Or you go under the probe.”

  Wanderer, it is a long way home. Spaceman, spaceman, your sun is very far away.

  “Why, certainly.” Donovan leaned against the wall and grinned at her. “Glad to. Only you won’t believe me.”

  She made no reply, but folded her arms and waited. The ship trembled with its forward thrust. Sweat beaded the forehead of the watch officer and he glared around him.

  “We’re entering the home of all lawlessness,” said Donovan. “The realm of magic, the outlaw world of werebeasts and nightgangers. Can’t you hear the wings outside? These ghosts are only the first sign. We’ll have a plague of witches soon.”

  “Get out!” she said.

  He shrugged. “All right, Helena. I told you you wouldn’t believe me.” He turned and walked slowly from the bridge.

  * * * *

  Outside was starless, lightless, infinite black. The ship crept forward, straining her detectors, groping into the blind dark while her crew went mad.

  Spaceman, it is too late. You will never find your way home again. You are dead men on a ghost ship, and you will fall forever into the Night.

  “I saw him, Wong, I saw him down in Section Three, tall and thin and black. He laughed at me, and then there wasn’t anything there.”

  Sound of great wings beating somewhere outside the hull.

  Mother, can I have him? Can I have his skull to play with?

  Not yet, child. Soon. Soon.

  Wicked rain of laughter and the sound of clawed feet running.

  No one went alone. Spacemen First Class Gottfried and Martinez went down a starboard companionway and saw the hooded black form waiting for them. Gottfried pulled out his blaster and fired. The ravening beam sprang backward and consumed him. Martinez lay mumbling in psychobay.

  The lights went out. After an hour they flickered back on again, but men had rioted and killed each other in the dark.

  Commander Jansky recalled all personal weapons on the grounds that the crew could no longer be trusted with them. The men drew up a petition to get them back. When it was refused, there was muttering of revolt.

  Spacemen, you have wandered too far. You have wandered beyond the edge of creation, and now there is only death.

  The hours dragged into days. When the ship’s timepieces started disagreeing, time ceased to have meaning.

  Basil Donovan sat in his cabin. There was a bottle in his hand, but he tried to go slow. He was waiting.

  When the knock came, he leaped from his seat and every nerve tightened up and screamed. He swore at himself. They wouldn’t knock when they came for him. “Go on, enter—” His voice wavered.

  Helena Jansky stepped inside, closing the door after her. She had thinned, and there was darkness in her eyes, but she still bore herself erect. Donovan had to salute the stubborn courage that was in her. The unimaginative peasant blood—no, it was more than that, she was as intelligent as he, but there was a deep strength in that tall form, a quiet vitality which had perhaps been bred out of the Families of Ansa. “Sit down,” he invited.

  She sighed and ran a hand through her dark hair. “Thanks.”

  “Drink?”

  “No. Not on duty.”

  “And the captain is always on duty. Well, let it go.” Donovan lowered himself to the bunk beside her, resting his feet on Wocha’s columnar leg. The Donarrian muttered and whimpered in his sleep. “What can I do for you?”

  Her gaze was steady and grave. “You can tell me the truth.”

  “About the Nebula? Why should I? Give me one good reason why an Ansan should care what happens to a Solarian ship.”

  “Perhaps only that we’re all human beings here, that those boys have earth and rain and sunlight and wives waiting for them.”

  And Valduma—no, she isn’t human. Fire and ice and storming madness, but not human. Too beautiful to be flesh.

  “This trip was your idea,” he said defensively.

  “Donovan, you wouldn’t have played such a foul trick and made such a weak, self-righteous excuse in the old days.”

  He looked away, feeling his cheeks hot. “Well,” he mumbled, “why not turn around, get out of the Nebula if you can, and maybe come back later with a task force?”

  “And lead them all into this trap? Our subtronics are out, you know. We can’t send information back, so we’ll just go on and learn a little more and then try to fight our way home.”

  His smile was crooked. “I may have been baiting you, Helena. But if I told you everything I know, it wouldn’t help. There isn’t enough.”

  Her hand fell strong and urgent on his. “Tell me, then! Tell me anyway.”

  “But there is so little. There’s a planet somewhere in the Nebula, and it has inhabitants with powers I don’t begin to understand. But among other things, they can project themselves hyperwise, just like a spaceship, without needing engines to do it. And they have a certain control over matter and energy.”

  “The fringe stars—these beings in the Nebula really have been their ‘gods’?”

  “Yes. They’ve projected themselves, terrorized the natives for centuries, and carry home the sacrificial materials for their own use. They’re doubtless responsible for all the ships around here that never came home. They don’t like visitors.” Donovan saw her smile, and his own lips twitched. “But they did, I suppose, take some prisoners, to learn our language and anything else they could about us.”

  She nodded. “I’d conjectured as much. If you don’t accept theories involving the supernatural, and I don’t, it follows almost necessarily. If a few of them projected themselves aboard and hid somewhere, they could manipulate air molecules from a distance so as to produce the whisperings—” She smiled afresh, but the hollowness was still in her. “When you call it a new sort of ventriloquism, it doesn’t sound nearly so bad, does it?”

  Fiercely, the woman turned on him. “And what have you had to do with them? How are you so sure?”

  “I—talked with one of them,” he replied slowly. “You might say we struck up a friendship of sorts. But I learned nothing, and the only benefit I got was escaping. I’ve no useful information.” His voice sharpened. “And that’s all I have to say.”

  “Well, we’re going on!” Her head lifted pridefully.

  Donovan’s smile was a crooked grimace. He took her hand, and it lay unresisting between his fingers. “Helena,” he said
, “you’ve been trying to psychoanalyze me this whole trip. Maybe it’s my turn now. You’re not so hard as you tell yourself.”

  “I am an officer of the Imperial Navy.” Her haughtiness didn’t quite come off.

  “Sure, sure. A hard-shelled career girl. Only you’re also a healthy human being. Down underneath, you want a home and kids and quiet green hills. Don’t lie to yourself, that wouldn’t be fitting to the Lady Jansky of Torgandale, would it? You went into service because it was the thing to do. And you’re just a scared kid, my dear.” Donovan shook his head. “But a very nice-looking kid.”

  Tears glimmered on her lashes. “Stop it,” she whispered desperately. “Don’t say it.”

  He kissed her, a long slow kiss with her mouth trembling under his and her body shivering ever so faintly. The second time she responded, shy as a child, hardly aware of the sudden hunger.

  She pulled free then, sat with eyes wide and wild, one hand lifted to her mouth. “No,” she said, so quietly he could scarce hear. “No, not now—”

  Suddenly she got up and almost fled. Donovan sighed.